Even eHarmony has made me feel like a failure. Why is it that when I try to do the best thing for everybody, somebody always still ends up getting hurt? And I feel like the culprit every time. Why does my wisdom fail me?

Why do my emotions always manage to twist me up into knotted tangles? What was the point of giving us such an unruly characteristic? I feel like the ony way to protect everyone from being lashed by the whirling strands of my emotional cyclone is to stay away from absolutely everyone. But then, they end up getting hurt because I push them away instead, and then I'm alone.

What have I done? Will I ever reach a place of being able to do the right thing and not hurt anyone?